There were times when looking back at this blog felt like looking down a big, black hole and so I decided to leave it behind. The thing is though, that no matter how much I try to fool myself by attempting to be someone else, I always have to face the fact that I can’t be, at least not yet. This blog holds so many secrets about myself that I’ve hidden away from family and friends, that it’s hard to just ignore it. They’re part of my past and I guess I should just try to live with them for now. Even the dark and scary parts that I’d rather like to forget.
Looking back and reading old entries makes me realise I was broken in many ways back then, what’s only a year ago now. It feels like reading about someone else and it’s hard to understand that it’s actually my own mind spilled over all those web pages. It’s a rude awakening yet it could play a good part of getting on with life if I allow myself to learn from it. I will try that, and I guess this means that Dharcy Exposed is back on track again.
