It arrived today, the letter I’ve been waiting for. Didn’t state much though, only that I’ve been put in queue for an initial examination to see how deep down in shit I am. It’s weird, I haven’t been seeing my therapist in weeks now just waiting for this letter and I’m starting to feel a bit unstable again. Been better with the bad habits, but it’s on my mind all the time. So I started a diet, and at least that’s better than doing the other things I usually do. Yesterday I managed on 200 calories. Well, until someone decided to pour 2 bottles of wine down my throat. (more…)
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February 28, 2008
Still I’m dying with every step I take
Posted by dharcy under Alcohol, Body perspective, Bulimia, Friends, Relationships, School, Self esteem, Sex, Shopping, Therapy, Travelling, WorkLeave a Comment
July 4, 2007
I wasn’t going to do it, the plan was to wait til I got paid from work this months but I just couldn’t! My mobile phone was being a dick at work and I was about to scream before I decided to bring my new baby home with me. It’s shiny black with small silver buttons and the perfect size (for once smaller is better!) and just totally awesome. My new K810i. My new darling slash toy. And it takes really nice photos too! My old Siemens phone served me well but it’s time for a funeral. Goodbye my friend, but I don’t think I’ll miss you much. Hai to you my black, precious sweetheart! And yes, shopping can be used as painkilling. I haven’t thought about recent events for the last 5 hours. Therapy worth every single penny in other words. (more…)
July 2, 2007
Offline – June 25th 2007.
No internet and no phone! Oh the dread. I went shopping instead. I know I really shouldn’t, that I should save every single penny, but at the same time I’m working all summer and putting all that cash on paying back a debt feels a bit… like I’d rather suicide too. Seeing I’ve been skint for like a year and now I actually got some money left (well quite a lot) after I paid this month’s bills I kind of feel I deserve at least some new clothes. Stuff. So I’m doing the things I haven’t been able to afford in a long, long time. In a smart way of course, because this year made me cheap (heh in the way you think, I always was cheap in that way, kek). (more…)
